Pull the Thread, Keep the Ball Rolling
My notes app (and the twenty half-filled, half-abandoned journals I have stacked in the corner of my bookshelf) are full of threads I have yet to either pull or weave into writing.
*Slams laptop shut til Monday… three weeks later*
Writing out the plot (or summary or synopsis) of my book has been the most daunting task by far, but I can say with confidence that it is equally the most energizing task to have completed.
Here’s how I got through it:
Once I drafted the ending of my book, I went back through the notes I’d made from the course manual prompts and scratched a loose outline.
I referenced my initial story idea from Assignment 1 (a suggestion from my instructor) for a refresh on what I’d originally dreamed up for the plot.
And, taking the approach of writing a plausible plan subject-to-change, I started typing and didn’t stop until 2000 words filled the screen, the plot of my book laid out before me for the very first time.
My notes app (and the twenty half-filled, half-abandoned journals I have stacked in the corner of my bookshelf) are full of threads I have yet to either pull or weave into writing.
I circle the drain of I thought. I thought I’d find a writing routine by now. I thought I’d be so excited about this course that my normal pitfalls of procrastination would have no space to arrive on the scene.
Imposter syndrome will find all sorts of evidence to reinforce its seedy agenda and I want to be clear right off the bat that in almost every case, that evidence is invalid. I know this with certainty somewhere in my mind…
Haley James is a writer living in Pine Lake, GA. In 2015, after joining a local writer’s circle, she re-integrated poetry into her work as a natural extension of songwriting, continuing to explore the fluid space between experience and memory. Her debut chapbook, i once had a dream that darkness was a language, released in July 2024, while her forthcoming book continues this exploration through longer form, always returning to the tender observation that has become her hallmark.
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